Monday, July 26, 2010

Toddlers Don't Think

Toddlers don't think, they act. They didn't know if something bad would happen from their act. Like fully charged with energy they run around screaming, turning stuff over, throwing things. We're the guardian, we should protect them from getting hurt. When they're hurt, we're hurt. They speak language we don't understand. We speak language they don't understand. But our touch, comforts them, and their touch, comforts us. We should hug and kiss them more. It will be happier for us all.

For each toddler we have, the God give us more fortune, for us to give it to them. There's a lot of patience in raising up toddlers. There's a lot of patience living with human. But never enough patience living without one. We can't survive in loneliness. We need others to be happy, we need sadness to be happier. You may be happy alone for sometime, but you can't be happy alone for a lifetime.

Toddlers depend on us. We should love them more.

Love Is High

Love that can make someone sacrifice, small sacrifice and big sacrifice. Such love is high, higher than the soul of the lover, so the soul surrender. Without regret, letting go one's self-interest for the sake of others. He didn't calculate, the bad that would happen to himself. All he cares about is the goal, the goodness that would happen to others, his mind is dominated by this. No time, or no chance for self-interest to grow. Such love will make the lover happiest, as goodness flow on others.

How is your Love?

Sunday, July 25, 2010

CPALead

I never succeeded in online marketing. Monetizing my blogs results far below my expectations. Maybe I wasn't focusing long enough in doing my homeworks. Internet is huge and life is so complicated, or it's just the problem within me. I can't endure long enough in a campaign to get expected result.

Or I'm just not a good writer, can't even finish writing a paragraph under half an hour. What is a good writer anyway? I just wanted to put my thoughts in words so people can read it. But somehow, when I start with a blank document my mind goes blank too. The toughts that were there weren't there anymore, the first word never been so difficult to write, and usually it will end with I'm closing the empty document and move to something else.

Then one night when I open facebook just to kill time, a friend pops and told me about CPALead. Said it's different than any other monetizations, it'll flush $$$ easily. I said yeah it'll all come back to how many visitors you have, and that is talking about content. And I don't have skill to make good content, I can't write.

Days passed and suddenly I think to give it a shoot. Registering with CPALead and get approved in a day with my existing blog. Logging in, then I saw the box, the box that boost my motivations. Everytime I see the status in the box my motivation goes up. The numbers that read nicely beside the username that tell how many $$ that user earn for today. I told myself that someday my name will be there with three digits everyday and I'll be happy. I must write, I have to write. I have the thoughts I just need to put it to words. It'll be like falling bricks in the beginning but I'll be fixing those bricks. I'll see to it build up and form a building that people recognize.

Days ago I started this blog. When my thoughts come, my fingers act -- the feather dance. The Chicken Fur -- this a learning blog. My writing skill will be whipped hard. And CPALead first whip the hardest.